I want to kill my mother to marry her husband because I love him so much

Listen to what this lady is saying..

I am a lady of 33 years and as you can see I’m not getting any younger.

I am staying with my mother and her husband in Lagos.

I lost my father when I was 4 years.

My mother marries another husband when I was 15 years old.

My mother husband, always buys things for me, he do take me to

shopping and eateries.

He is the one that sponsored me when I was in school; this man is caring and humble man.

He takes care of a portion of my bills since I remain at home; getting another work after I was sacked a year ago has been hard for me.

My mother on the other hand is working with insurance company and leaves on time for work and returns late around evening time, disregarding me with the spouse in the house a few times.

Now, he said that he want to take me abroad so that my mother won’t notice what’s going on between us.

He already do passport for me.

But, I want him to divorce my mother, but he said he can’t do such things to his wife, I don’t want to lose him, I love him so much.

The issue is that, I have a solid inclination for her husband I love my mother spouse to such an extent.

He is a genuine man, truly solid, both in bed and cash.

What should I do? I need advice; I want to kill my mother because I can’t share him with any woman.

You are free to insult me; all I want is just an advice.